fml; a phrase used so often these days by not only myself but many others. fxck my life? why say such a thing, when life itself is the biggest gift of all. you lose your phone, your wallet, you and your bestfriend have a fight- such little things that can easily be resolved, but yet you find yourself referring to the term 'fxck my life'. from now on im not going to use that phrase, because im alive and so are my loved ones and that's all that really matters. i mean, who knows what might happen tomorrow; a car crash, cancer may be diagnosed, a heart attack or stroke may arise. all of which has no turning around, no going back, no second chances. looking back on life and wondering did you live it how you wanted, making mistakes but learning from them, having fun while you can, making those wise or not so wise decisions.
to be honest i'd rather not know what's going to happen in the future, i don't want to lose people, i don't want to lose myself. i guess i fear death quite some much, and am realising how short life actually is..
